| So yea I guess it looks like xanga has died out now. Myspace, Facebook, and YouTube have taken over. Still the same things going on for me. Nothing positive, only negatives. Working on changing things around. Waiting to go back to college. Hopefully meeting someone new. Later |
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| So overall I have come yet again to see only the negativity in life. I'm glad to have some great friends who truly care about me. At the same time... I'm tired of being friends with those who don't appreciate me. I'm glad that there are people that I can trust. At the same time... I'm upset that those I used to trust, I can no longer trust. What I hate the most is caring for someone but through everything, even though they say they care and trust, they are never around when you need them the most. |
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| Still feeling really shitty about things. I keep second guessing everything... I'm tired... |
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| Feelin pretty shitty about a lot of things...  |
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| No one uses xanga anymore. Sometimes I wonder if I should keep this account or not. But I guess I'll try and keep it since its a reflection on the past. Man what stupid things I have written in the past and continue to do so. Still at Mansfield taking summer courses cuz I still tend to procrastinate and do my work at the last minute. So yea not cuz I can't handle the work. Just that I don't want to do it. Well I guess there are 3 weeks left and I'm outta here to hopefully go to kickboxing class. Later |
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